R
I hear ya, Bro. I lost my English Bulldog last December, 2 days before her 12th birthday.
Still bawl like a baby when I think of her.
The joy of having a pet builds slowly to the heart crushing end. I dont know that I can do it again. My wife wants to rescue older pets that the owners have passed and no one else wants them. That is very admirable but I dont think I can handle it