It may just be hanging its head down because it found out its an auto, attempted suicide cant be ruled out either. I am not a fan of auto's so its better t find out from the get go. lol Glad your growing though.

I had a friend in a LA chapter of the HA's and he saw me carrying a helmet, I said dont get excited its just a Honda. He said well at least your in the wind and I yep, thanks, can I ride with you guys sometime. Not just no but Hell No!