Its about why I grow and priorities for me, I drive old cars, do a lot of work on them myself. I do a lot of the work on my house myself, etc. The plan is the investment I make today will be a profitable business when I retire in a few years and I wont have to eat cat food when I am 70.  I have watched your grows over the years, dont sell your self short your doing great and its not a competition. 

Something I learned a long time ago was a true Craftsperson is dependent on their abilities and passion to do the best they can, the tools they use just make it a little easier for them.